In bed, I trace your tattoos
to memorize you
I trace your tattoos
in order to memorize
you, this moment, me.
I reserve the right to change my mind. To tell you that I would never do something and later, do it. I will change my mind.
I will judge you when we first meet. I can’t help it. But I promise to put more thought into you. I promise to not judge you solely on first impressions. I promise to try to figure out why you do what you do.
Most of all, I reserve the right to grow and change. I am a chameleon. But I will take lessons and truths with me. Everything I have experienced has taught me something.
I do care what you think of me because I respect you. I don’t care what other people think of me because I’ve decided their opinion doesn’t mean much. That, or because I know I will never see them again.
I don’t know if I believe in the God and the rules you do, but I do believe in something. This changes.
I am confident but I am also vulnerable. I am strong but weak. I am good with a bad side. (Speaking of my bad side. That will only be shown to one man at a time) I am sweet but powerful. Don’t underestimate me.
I don’t adapt well to change. I will fight and kick and eventually give in but it will be a struggle. Be prepared.
I love things that make me happy. I will always listen to boppy music and read hopeful books. That doesn’t mean my brain is less advanced than yours. I am smart and I know it.
I hate anything related to how computers or cars work. I will make someone else take care of that for me. That doesn’t make me less independent.
I like my alone time. That does not mean I am not social. I love people but I need time and space to recharge.
If I decide you are worth it I will keep you forever.